Artist Name : BLxxDoAth
Artist IG: https://www.instagram.com/blxxdoath/
45 monthly Spotify listeners thats what you get for being a vichitra kirdar! This week i got a message request from BLxxDoATH , he wanted us to review his EP! We heard the first track just to judge if it’s worth our time, and it truly blew our mind: so here’s the review!
Here’s a breakdown of the EP:
COA:
The opening track, COA (Center of Attention), sets the tone for the entire project. Blxxdoath makes it clear that he’s on a mission for fame, unapologetically demanding the spotlight with lines like, “Put your fucking eyes on me.” This track lays the groundwork for the EP, justifying its title by establishing his desire to be at the center of attention.
Kirmada:
Taking inspiration from the villain in Chhota Bheem, Kirmada portrays Blxxdoath’s ruthless ambition. Just as Kirmada was an unjust and greedy king, the artist compares his own greed and dominance to this character, asserting that no one can defeat him. It’s an aggressive, powerful track that reinforces his determination to rise to the top.
Astitva Sankoch:
“This never-ending hate got me so hard to live.”
In Astitva Sankoch, Blxxdoath delves into self-hate and doubt. LVL17, who features on the track, opens with striking lines that grab attention instantly:
“Sochta ki khud se kyo hi nafrat karu mai, Phir dekhta to pyaar karne ki vajah kya hi hai.”
LVL17 brings a voice to those who feel unseen, like “kala sa ye rang mera”, reminding listeners that not everyone gets the love they deserve.
Asambhav:
This track stands out for its message of hope. It’s a motivational anthem, encouraging listeners to chase their dreams with the belief that nothing is impossible. In contrast to the darker themes earlier in the EP, Asambhav offers a moment of optimism and makes for a good track to put on repeat.
I Hate/Love Myself:
The final track, I Hate/Love Myself, brings the EP to a close with a continuation of the love-hate dynamic Blxxdoath wrestles with throughout the project. The artist shares deeply personal struggles, from childhood trauma to regret over his lack of academic focus. He reflects on his troubled relationship with his father, saying, “Baap ke liye leechad sa, never had a father figure,” and later reveals disturbing self-destructive behavior:
“Bachpan me sir lagta tha deewar pe aajkal jaan bujh ke marrta hu, i deserve it.”
The track is a raw and painful confession, leaving the listener with an understanding of the internal battles Blxxdoath faces.
Overall, Vichitra Kirdar is a bold exploration of self-reflection, ambition, and emotional turbulence. Each track pulls the listener deeper into the artist’s mind, making this EP a compelling listen for those who appreciate raw, unfiltered expression.
